so today is my birthday. well not today but tomorrow. technically in an hour and a half. wow. im very old. i feel so antidelluvian, its ridiculous. im about to do a birthday vlog. it takes me forever to film and edit...you know chop it up all nice for the folks on youtube.
any-who!
back to being 22.
I was just reflecting a minute ago cause you now thats what old folks do. smh
I realized im happy, I'm not THAT depressed due to the fact that I do feel like my life is somewhat moving forward [might i add, very slowly at that]. If I didn't just get this new job [that is supposed to help me move out] I would probably be in the fetal position in some dark corner talking about "alms for the poor!!!" and thats is not cute in any way shape or form.
I'm with someone who makes me happy. I have a loving family. God loves me even though I have been slacking...smh.
The friends I DO have [which is few, and that includes family members] are amazing.
Im good, and as much as i complain about getting old. [In 8 years i'll be 30!! the hell kinda sense does that makeeeee?! -growls-]
I love living and I'm happy to be aging because you cant live without aging...so i'll take what I can get but if i happen to stumble upon the fountain of youth do not think [for a midget second] I will hesitate to throw myself in...I will drink that mess up like a DEHYDRATED crack head.
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